My life as it unfolds

To Do or To Create 1

Kiran to General     172 views

I have a friend, he’s a good guy, normal, fun, trustworthy. But I felt bad for him, for not what he is, but what he does. He’s an accountant. I could never fathom myself in accounting, for I only see accounting as a job where a person trades his time for money. No doubt, I am prejudiced. For accountants and collection agents and plumbers and nannies all provide a valuable service to society, and yet I could never embrace any profession in those lines.

I think I am too used to it, where I can wake up every single day and say to myself, what am I going to create today that is going to help somebody do their job, that is going to awe somebody, that is going to make somebody smile. If I was getting paid amply even to make simple widgets, I would have detested such a profession; for that I thank the gods that have smiled onto me and bestowed me the good fortune of not having to do anything repetitive.

I have seldom had a hard time explaining to my reports how redoing something from scratch somehow helps in the bigger picture. I can’t even comprehend how my accountant friend does the same double accounting year after year without ever complaining. Maybe its just that every person is different, and just like every person seeks a different glee, he obtains fulfillment through different means too. And if it is fulfillment that we are all seeking, I have to wonder, is there a fits-all standard that we can measure against, or is it just each one of us telling ourselves to be content with what we have, for the downside could be a lot more unwelcome.

In either case, I can’t help but smile at my good fortune today. For there is nothing, and I mean absolutely nothing that compares, when you can do a job where people will come to you and say, “thanks” or “dude, that rocks”, ever so often, and you can go home and wallow in that warm fuzzy feeling and never have to look back and wonder, “what if I was goddamn accountant?”.

Thoughts on Day Trading 0

Kiran to Finance/Economics     246 views

A few years ago I wanted to be a day trader, a pirate on the high seas, a Gordon Gekko-lite that raided the holds of the slow moving freighters. So I bought subscriptions, I bought software, I bought accounts, I believed it was the beginning of the end of he slavery, the beginning of the glory. It was so easy to see myself making all the right investments, picking the exact winners among the gazillions of losers, timing the trades to the perfect picoseconds, that I somehow forgot that I am after all one single speck of dust in an beach full of pebbles.

And all this was after a pretty grounding talk by a professor at school who had studied individual traders over years in Taiwan and in the end concluded that individuals lose an average of 5% over their trading lifetime (found the paper, here it is). If that were true, shouldn’t the losses of most day traders be a deterrent to new entrants? Yet, there are still hoards of new traders who are getting into the market thinking that they have that extra sauce that nobody else inherited. In reality, I believe that this attitude is no different than that of gamblers who are clearly aware of the advantage the house always has, and yet are so immensely confident in their skill that they are willing to let their emotion blind the simple truth and risk it all anyway.

Lets not get caught up in metaphors, lets see the underlying economics. Day traders are betting on short-term volatility, that they are going to be on the right side when the prices move. However, there is a problem with short-term bets – first, short term movements are not based on infinitesimally small chunks of new information that can be exploited, instead they are based on the collective impact of the thousands of trading actions undertaken by the hundreds of thousands of larger market players, and subsequently, short term trend based trading is on an average random at best. Second, if there were delays in the assimilation of new information into the price of a financial instrument, there is absolutely no way on earth, an individual investor will be the one making that correction. Simply, there are too many more resourceful human and machine participants with near-infinite computational and analytical resources that are trading on not just every iota of new information but also based on every possible correlation that new information might have with any pre-existing knowledge.

Finally, the question that I really asked myself was, what is the economic value of a day trader? I understand the economic value of financial institutions, that is to help in the efficient allocation of capital among the deserving firms in the market. But what of the individuals, are their day to day trading activities helping in this efficient allocation process? Maybe. One one hand, there is a possibility that individual traders as a group are simply fine tuning this allocation process that is largely done by the larger institutions. But on the other hand, there is a fairly strong academic opinion that day traders, because of their non-collective decision making are simply creating random noise as a whole that simply does not add any economic value to the market. I know for a fact that there are several stars in the day trading world, the ones that made millions out of nothing, and somehow end up selling their so-called secrets in deceptively overpriced seminars and tapes that are advertised in the wee hours of the night. They are there, and the worst part is that they make a difference, just like there are those few that strike the progressive jackpots in Reno and raise the hopes of everyone around them. And while I have nothing against people who make a living in this profession, it is only my personal perspective that individuals involved in short-term trading are no different than professional gamblers, who are trying to get a small cut from an extremely profitable industry. However, I do believe that long and medium term investment based on fundamental analysis, even by individuals, does create economic value and actually influences market prices.

At the end of the day, I like to remind myself that there is no free ride, there is no sense of satisfaction to be had in a profession that is driven solely by personal greed, and a job that possibly adds zero economic value to society. Philosophy aside, why would I waste my money betting in a random and fickle market, where my overall chances of making money are less than 1%, when the odds of winning by playing black or red in roulette is a solid 48.5%.

No City Left Behind 1

Kiran to Travelogue     128 views

Just marveling at another perk of being married – I have a great travel buddy. Give our current short-term employment situation forcing us to live apart,  I am beginning to think this is somewhat of a blessing in disguise, for we are both equally exhilirated that we get to meet-up in a different place every few days.  So we might as well make the best of this time, for once things fall in place, weekends will tend to be dominated by grocery shopping and laundry.

I just booked a bunch of more flights and hotels, and realized, I have never traveled to so many places in one year.  So, I figured, while I am still getting over the inertia to write again, I will use this blog as a travel journal. Here is where I have been in the first three months, and this is where we are heading in the next three months.

Jan 17th – Chicago

Jan 23rd – Chicago

Feb 5th – Chicago

Feb 14th – Vegas

Mar 5th – Chicago

Mar 19th – Paso Robles

Apr 4th – Irvine

Apr 24th – San Diego

May 7th – Chicago

May 14th – Maui

May 28th – Boston

Jun 19th – Vancouver

Jul 4th – Houston

Sometimes 1

Kiran to Personal     387 views

Sometimes we are happy,

Sometimes we tell ourselves to be happy,

Sometimes we believe in the future and take everything in the present in stride,

Sometimes we hate that we have become believers,

Sometimes we want to sacrifice our present for the future,

Sometimes we just want to be in the future and forget the past,

Sometimes we want to think all iz well,

Sometimes we want to think all iz in the well,

Sometimes we just need that shoulder,

Sometimes we just want to hit ourselves on that boulder,

Sometimes we need hope,

Sometimes we need pain,

Sometimes we we hate the absurdity,

Sometimes we want to embrace the futility,

Sometimes we ask for too much,

Sometimes we assume too much,

Sometimes we assume that there is meaning the implicit,

Sometimes we forget to put forth the explicit,

Sometimes we indulge ourselves in the oblivious,

Sometimes we try to escape the obvious,

Sometimes we make melodies from the mundane,

Sometimes we run away from the bane,

Sometimes we wish for simpler times,

Other times we just want to wish away the sometimes.

“Our Story” 3

Kiran to Personal — Tags: ,     553 views

This is a post I had written two months ago, but never ended up publishing. It was supposed to be part of the wedding website which I was working on, but never got time to finish. Its a mass version of the “Our Story” page that goes on a typical wedding website. Thought it would be a good start to re-blogging.

Once was a Dude. Dude lived in his own world. Dude was unkempt. Dude was lazy. Dude was too busy marking merry with other Dudes. Also Dude was in constant denial. Dude thought no lady could stand him.

Then came Lady. Lady was perfect.Lady was opposite of Dude. Lady was exactly same as Dude. Lady worked hard. Lady did chores. Lady loved little things. Lady called relatives and friends in weekends. Lady was smart. Lady was simple. Lady was daunting.

Dude was confused. Dude did what he does best. Dude was fellow in Worldwide Association of Sporadically Toothless Entities (aka WASTE Fellow). Dude pondered. Dude didn’t want to be bothered in his merriment.

Dude finally gave up. Dude could not resist Lady. Dude was spellbound by Lady. Dude did romantic things. Dude bought flowers for Lady. Thrice. Dude sneaked off to show her around town. Dude felt at ease with Lady. Dude’s daddy already cross-examined and approved. Dude was uneasy.

Dude finally confessed love on top of tall building. Lady impressed. Dude on winning streak. Dude took Lady for fancy dinner. Dude used last of credit to buy ring for Lady. Dude got lucky break and had Lady’s attention at beach on full moon night. Dude dropped on his knees. Dude not responsible for crater. Dude proposed to Lady. Lady Happy. Dude Happy.

Lady fall in love. Lady write letter on napkin. Dude totally impressed. Dude married Lady on September 4. Lady oraganized grand reception. Dude told jokes. Lady dressed to kill. Dude killed buffet. Family Happy.

Dude getting married soon. Dude anxious. Dude not anxious. Dude is master of ceremonies. Lady heavy planning. Dude will try to follow lady. You come to dude marriage. You enjoy. Dude enjoy. We all enjoy.

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